cause when it hits you, you are not going to expect it.
and it brings you down so low that you just lose sight of everything.
you lose hope in whatever you had.
you lose all your confidence.
you lose faith.
you lose everything.
and it feels like everything can possibly go wrong now.
cause you didn't see this coming. at all.
and you still don't get why it is this way.
you struggle and you battle to know why but you don't and you won't.
and you just have to deal with that.
its like a sinking feeling of uncertainty.
it pulls you down to the bottom of the ocean, deep deep down where you'd never expect yourself to be.
and you don't know how to deal with this.
but you know you got to move on.
you know you cant let one setback screw up everything for you.
you know that you still got to push on and believe in yourself.
no matter how hard it gets to still have hope in yourself, if you don't then who would?
you almost get pushed to just settling for average and convincing yourself that you would be fine with it.
just to save yourself from feeling this despair and loss.
but you cant do that to yourself.
you can't deprive yourself of all the opportunities that is possibly yours.
you've got to push on.
you have to persevere.
you can't give up now.
so don't.
get back up on your feet and come back stronger than you were.
you know you're destined for greatness.
don't let yourself stand in your way.