and you cant run away from it.
so finally its orientation tomorrow.
after hearing stories about the different orientations i should say im having high expectations.
but all i really want actually is to make some really good friends and have hell lot of fun.
its all about the company.
and then of course cant believe i would be starting jc life proper soon enough.
thought life couldnt go any faster.
guess i was wrong.
yet another face from the past.
just when i thought no more could resurface.
it definitely caught me off guard.
and of course there is still suspicion.
i cant trust you enough yet.
though i know im the one who should be at the losing end i guess the im just not willing to risk anything.
and the thought that after all these years.
i dont know what to think.
the last thing i would want right now is mixed feelings.
no.
definitely not.
my mind is clear this time and i couldnt have wanted anything more.
my heart shall not betray me.
so alright the excitement is fading.
but truth be told i really dont know what i would do without you.
when i think of a life where we have gone our different ways, its then i realise again how much you mean to me and how im not willing to lose you.
its these constant reminders that keep me believing that we can be all we want to.
yet again, its the test of time.
