alright so im thinking what's your problem dude.
off mood totally.
i guess being too much at home is getting to me.
makes me turn snappy.
oh i dont know.
so actually im not that nervous for tomorrow after all.
its just a couple of hours away.
maybe its cause i was always thinking i will get my first choice.
i was pretty confident about it.
in fact that's the one thing i've been most confident about recently.
not that im not confident about things in my life.
or is it?
alright so truth be told i do want the holidays to be slightly longer.
yeah im looking forward to school but thinking about my sleep routine..
its going to take quite some time to make the appropriate adjustments.
but of course i dont want to spend any more time just rotting away at home.
that part is eating away at me.
i guess i got so used to the idea of being around people that nowadays when im alone i really hate it.
it just makes me feel like crap and i dont know how else to put it but all i'll say is "ugh",
i cant believe how fast time really flies by.
its like i tell myself about that fact so that i would cherish each moment and make it seem that much longer than it actually is.
but even after doing that it still feels awfully short.
and counting the number of days that has past, i feel that im ageing ever so fast.
i dont remember the 100 days to o's going this fast.
okay so whining has been affecting me nowadays.
even when i whine i tell myself to shut up.
i dont know if its me growing up or going through a phase.
so much so when people whine about things im so tempted to just tell them piss off about it and move on.
alright i know thats so not me.
im just having a really bad mood.
sorry.
i just want to see someone so badly right now.
anyone.
and just talk to you about anything under the sun.
i just really need company.
