Thursday, March 3, 2011 @ 7:48:00 PM
this is for your bloody phone which is stupid and irritating the ass out of me.

im not exactly ignoring you. i just need some time alone right now. and its not just about that incident. if you didnt know me well let me tell you know, im the kind of person who keeps things in my heart and i dont easily forgive or forget. even though when people hurt me or anger me i'll just keep those emotions inside of me and try to be normal outside. but im not normal. im not fine. im angry and im hurt. and i just keep those emotions in me they keep piling up. i know its a bad habit but thats how i am and its not that easy to change. there were certain things you did previously which might have angered me or hurt me but i never showed it to you. sometimes i feel like we're two totally different people. our personalities just dont match. we just dont click. and for goodness sake we dont even talk in real life. you're just like a texting friend to me. like a cyber friend. and im the kind of person who regards real time talking anytime better than cyber talking. even though we did talk everyday you were never as close to me as some others who didnt talk to me everyday but they talked to me face-to-face. i just cant keep up with cyber friends. im sorry if i've hurt you and im sorry about your bio test and you having no one to talk to..but im sure im not the only one you talk to. and everyone has their fair share of problems. we just dont tell the world about it. i bet even you didnt know im going through some things right now. i may look happy and having fun and all but that never lasts. and im not the kind of person who likes to tell other people my problems and i've a reason for that. so right now i just need some time alone. dont ask me what my problems are because im not willing to share them with you or anyone. just give me some time alone.
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Demoiselle
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