back to school.
wow.
everyone starting to rush and do whatever they can now.
its a good thing im not the only one (:
and for the 4 killer tests
screw you. (:
sleep.
sleep.
shit i cant.
going to suffer like shit tomorrow.
god ive school tomorrow.
and im in 4/2.
its going to take me time to stop writing 3/2 and 2010.
haha always the case every year.
but it kinda sucks this time.
i realise most things take time.
time.
works miracles.
i should really sleep now.
goodnight world.
i'll see you tomorrow (:
and i whisper into the night.oh how i wish i could see you one more time.and then i close my eyes,willing to see the face i always do.but you're gone.just like the wind.leaving me with only the cold black night.but after some time the sun is going to come.and i'll feel the sunshine in me.nothing holds me down.not even your memory.
its a new year.
2010 passed by real fast.
school starts in another 2 days.
wow.
i really loved 2010.
so far it was the best secondary school year i had (:
let 2011 top it off.
had a wonderful countdown with family.
haha there were fireworks at 2 different places.
so we were all confused at which one to look at.
but still the siloso beach one was fantastic.
the gold showers were AWESOME.
i wanna see it again (:
so here's to a new beginning.
definitely 2010 didnt end the way i had planned it to.
it would have been perfect if it did go as planned.
but ive realised long ago that most of my plans just dont work out.
maybe also cause i have many MANY plans.
teehee.
but nontheless it was amazing.
i just wished you were there with me too.
wishful thinking, mindless dreaming.
back to december.
hearts.
but by far this year's countdown was much better than the previous few ones.
last year was in a studio cause sis was hosting the show.
and before that was even more pathetic.
it was at that i-forgot-his-name guy's house.
yeah i loved the house cause its so freaking big but i was so bored.
mostly cause i was lonely.
but things changed (:
this year we went bowling and then shopping.
and then stuffed ourselves with good food yum.
then had drinks.
so it was funn (:
and one thing i learnt is that soda mineral water has no effect.
so its kind of a waste of money.
hehe.
im excited for 2011.
its going to be different this year.
and i think about summer
all the beautiful times.
i watched you laughing from the passenger side
and realised i loved you in the fall.
and then the cold came
the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
you gave me all your love and all i gave you was
goodbye.
