and touch the sky.

woo so long no blog.
haha.
been too caught up in my new obsession.
hehe (;

december is flying past.
way too fast.
next year its all or nothing.
2011 please be good to me..

2010 has been an awesome year.
really.
though its been one crazy and wild ride i enjoyed it.
i love all the new people i met.
i love all the old friends i caught up with.
i love all the darlings who stayed in my life till now.
thankyou guys (:

its been one year where really things have changed.
ALOT.
and honestly i dont think the year could have been better.
you guys really rocked it for me.
though there has been a fair share of tears and hurt,
it really has been great (:
2010, you were AWESOME.
yeah.

less than a month away and the crazy rush starts again.
haha omg attire check!
its going to be a few more months only.
im going to miss all of them so so much ):
my dear juniors, the seniors whom im already missing...
AND THE AWESOME CRAZY US ):
promise to meet and have study dates!
lets make the year such a memorable one (:

really, 2010 has been all about the people.
and me.
especially me.
haha i sound so bimbo talking about myself but i dont mean it in that sense.
i have changed alot.
i have my mind set.
i know what i want.
ive learnt more than i ever did in the past few years though ironically my grades have been dropping.
haha.
but really, thankyou so much for all of it.
all of you (:

and lastly you.
though you're not last of course.
and by you i mean the person who came in so quickly and was gone as fast.
thank you for all the moments we shared.
every single one of it.
you've given me so many moments to remember and smile back on (:
i hope i see you someday again.



did you ever have an addiction which killed you inside.
but you just had to succumb to it
as it engulfed you whole.
leaving no space to even breathe.
and each moment you spend on it,
you feel part of your soul break away
and join the heavenly skies.
and you're left in pieces.
broken so badly you just cant reassemble it.
but somehow its that addiction
which is the only thing that keeps you going.
the only thing
that keeps you alive.

how ironical.