christmas was fantastic.
i got a wallet from eldest sister.
and earrings from the other.
haha nice timing (:
then i got MONEY.
yeahh.
had a log cake which was simply awesome and im gonna get fat if i dont stop eating it.
then had the party afterwards.
wasnt really that great but i felt good (:
after that off to malaysia.
by the time i reached home i was knocked out.
i just slept in the dress.

next day went SHOPPING.
though i didnt buy much.
but love the two tanks (:
and i had a great day too.

tomorrow mastery test.
damn i hope i pass.
if i dont i'll kill myself.
cause ive worked my ass off for this test.

wednesday going to meet my grandfather.
its my first time seeing him.
i wonder what he's like.

anybody wanna go library with me? (:
got to get some books.

i still havent entered for the contest.
i better do it soon.

should i wait or just go ahead?
hmmm.

school is starting in a week!
gosh.
that is freaking fast.
i cant believe a year has passed by so quickly.
we were just watching the last year countdown show sis hosted.
i still remember sitting there and making fun of her outfit.
and its a year already!
same time next year i'll be waiting for o's results.
god.


masked with the cloudiness of fading memories.
all that remains was the pain in her chest.
the numbing clarity in her mind was blurred.
she needed the final rest.
forcing body against will she left her last goodbye.
tear-streaked face she bore.
she knew her heart was beating for him.
so she took the plunge till the heart beat no more.