uncertainty.
damn.
thought of studying tomorrow.
but now i cant.
shit.
i hate thinking too much.
ive been coping pretty well with that.
thought i really could stop thinking already.
achieved the impossible.
but then everything comes tumbling out.
all the thoughts kept secretly.
the ones i never knew were there.
self battle.
runaway.
i need something to keep me going.
inspiration.
dance.
maybe thats it.
i miss the afternoons.
stop. stop. stop.
think ahead.
yeah (:
drive me crazy again.
do you ever feel like a plastic bag
drifting through the wind, wanting to start again.
do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards, one blow from caving in.
do you ever feel already buried deep
six feets under screams and no one seems to hear a thing.
do you know that there's still a chance for you.
cause there's a spark in you.
(:
cant seem to sleep at night nowadays.
laying awake in bed with a million thoughts.
hmmm.
but i love the silence.
ive not been doing anything much.
gotta get back to work.
but wednesday first.
im captivated by you baby.
like a firework show.
drop everything now.
meet me in the pouring rain.
kiss me on the sidewalk.
take away the pain.
cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile.
my thoughts will echo your name
until i see you again.
