omgg..still super unprepared for exams.
i feel like im going to go crazy studying so much.
cant wait for after exams.

i need coffee.
like seriously.
this caffeine addiction is really taking over me.

my phone is driving me nuts.
it keeps switching off at god-knows-when.
nvm..im going to get a new phone soon (:

i need a new song.

someone bring me overseas.
i seriously need a vacation.
the last time was austraila in sec 1.
i reallly want something new.

school tomorrow.
its only 4 more days.



"i hope i see you.
even for just a second.
you may wonder why i get so happy just to see you.
you mean so much to me.
you've been the one i dreamt about endlessly.
the one who woke me up in the middle of the night,
crying to think that i've lost you.
and it feels so good to have you back.
it seriously is a dream come true for me.
and i cant afford to lose you...not again."

"let's just go walking by the beach when the sun is setting"


11 more days.
thats all i have.
you can do it.

peeled my skin again.
argh.
i've got to stop doing that already.

biology test tomorrow.
im really hoping i'll do well.
ive studied so hard for it.
if i dont, shit man i'll cry.

my dad started getting paranoid about my eating.
haha.
it was funneh!
he started questioning my mum alot.
until she got pissed with him.
but it was seriously hilarious(:

starting library mugging tomorrow.
but ive a meeting first...
gosh i didnt want to get more committed.
but guess i have no choice in this one.



i hope you're alright..
i didnt get to ask you about friday.
but i hope that everything is okay.
i'll always be here (:

i miss you already.

i want starbucks!
i miss it like freaking hell.

i found out im fragile.
literally.
i was opening lekha's bottle then my pinky finger knocked the table.
and then it started bleeding, internally.
it doesnt hurt much anymore but its still so red.
haha, who ever thought internal bleeding can happen just by knocking your finger?

i feel like a zombie today.
guess i cant take much more of the late nights.

still deciding if i should stay back or go home tomorrow.

i never thought there would come the day when my mum would be asking me to eat.
like really.
im always the one who keeps eating x)
but nowadays i just cant eat.
until my mum has to force me.
haha.

someone seriously bring me to starbucks.
i've been surviving without it for months already.
deprived.
haha.
the sudden craving is so strong.

its kind of extraordinary when your dreams become a reality.
when what you thought will never happen, actually does.
when all you've ever wanted is truly taking place right before your eyes.
now it feels so magical.
so unreal.
too good to be true..
but this is reality.
and i am living my dream (:

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first day wasnt so bad.
it started off good (:
and there were some happy moments.
if only there wasnt that irritating stomache ache.
i dont know what the shit is going on in there.
since last night!
argh.

maybe its cause of my super abnormal apetite now.
last night dinner and today both lunch and dinner.
something seriously is wrong with me...

i cant do a split anymore! ):
will have to start stretching my muscles again.
though my back is getting more flexible (:

exam mugging starts proper next week.
hehe, difference is that last time we were both super unhappy girls.
but now its a totally different story.
well maybe more for her.
but im more than satisfied (:

one more day of this super quiet loneliness at home.
it really is getting quite unbearable.
i miss her alot ):
especially the funny things that happen when we sleep!
one more day.

i just realised next monday there is 3 hours of science.
its going to be crazy.
i hate it when they do that.
dont they know our brains will explode?

i should stay back in school and study.
going home isnt the best idea.
i shall do so tomorrow (:


cause you're the one i couldnt live without.

a story i found...(:


you were just a guy.
you walked into my life like everyone else did.
we got close, but things didn't work out...
and then it became a rough road.
given who i was, that indecisive reckless girl,
it was literally hell for me.
there was so much crying, pain, hurt..
until it got beyond control.
everytime i broke down,
i would think of you and cry some more.
it was really crazy...
i missed you..alot.
then things started changing,
i started thinking from a different perspective.
took me another person to realise how it feels for you.
i guess what goes around comes around.
i started changing.
things took a different turn.
i took a different road.
that was when you re-entered into my life.
you were still just a guy,
but you didn't walk into my life like everyone else did.
you brought back a piece of me that was missing.
a hole in me, that i never knew existed,
was filled.
it was only then i realised how much i missed you...
and how badly i wanted you back in my life.

so please stay,
don't leave.




(:

BOO!
haha, see i've updated! (:

i feel so productive nowadays at nights.
im doing homework!
but im sacrificing my sleep and getting shitty eyebags...
oh well, i cant sleep.

its so freaking cold nowadays!
i feel like i need some warmer permanently.
especially for my hands.
they're like ice.

i studied BIO today!
feel so proud of myself (:

macs frappe (L)!

i should be sleeping soon since ive to wake up at 9.


oh, the photos from council room cleaning day! :D

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HELLO WORLD!

omg, its been soooo long.
hehe.

im still lazy to blog properly.
haha.
maybe i'll upload the photos from today...tomorrow (:
hehe.

todayy..
super tirng.
but it was fun!
and i pms-ed for quite a bit.
im sorry if i accidentally said something wrong.
i don't mean to ):

the week's just starting but i can see it ending already.
goshh.

changes.changes.changes.
time to embrace them (:

okay, i want to sleep already.
goodnite world! :D



it was like any typical story, but it still made a difference (:

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