i should seriously STOP that bad habit of mine.
i know that it kills me everytime.
but yet i still do it.
damn.

i seriously need something to pull through this week.
some motivation or inspiration.
something to look forward to at the end of the day (:
right now im only looking forward to wednesday! (L)
after that, not really.

i shouldn't have turned back and looked huh?
that wasn't the wisest thing to do.
i couldn't help but feel you are like how i was.
and she is like how you were.
there was just that obvious repition.
put in the same situation.
i must have been dumb to avoid that.

i don't know why im still fretting over you.
i should have stopped doing so long ago.
but i don't know.
i just can't seem to stop wishing.
you never were like the previous ones.
you're different.
or maybe its just cause you showed me what it truly meant.
and i now i can't let go of it.
my problem is that im still wishing.
to press that rewind button.
if only there was.

my arm is hurting like hell whenever i move it ):
and my throat inflammation is coming back.
this sucks.

i should go to sleep now.
goodnight world.
and goodnight to you.
if you're reading this.
haha.
i just seriously do miss talking to you (:


Everything about you is beautiful.
The way you smile,
the way you walk.
Even when you lie,
i believe.
-wyatt

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