i can't believe it still happens.
i've been tearing since yesterday for no reason.
and it's from the left eye.
been having fun! :D
but of course there is always something which pulls down the happiness.
got lots of photos to upload.
but im too lazy to do it now.
will do in later posts.
ok, im going to rant.
i just want to.
i don't know how any of this started.
i don't know why im still holding on.
and its not that simple to let go.
its just not that simple anymore.
i know things change.
but i guess im still clinging on to used-to-bes.
i can't find the right words to say it.
but its seriously going to take me some time.
i have to stop thinking of you.
take my mind off it.
i don't know how long.
you can call me a stupid fool.
for waiting for something that's not going to happen.
i guess i am one.
but i know im not the only one.
im sorry if i've made you feel guilty or even angry at me.
im sorry.
its just you have hurt me so much.
i know i deny it.
but im not going to anymore.
yes, you've hurt me alot.
and that just makes it even harder for me.
i know im going to be fine one day.
i just dont know when that day will come.
