i need you now


it hurts.
every single time.
the wrenching feeling.
i get tired too.
but im the one who does the least.
right.
forget it.
it just feels exactly like back in those days.
i guess things didn't change.
i must have been a fool to think it did.
and a greater fool to think she might understand.
after 7 years.
who am i kidding?

my eyes were freaking pain.
i felt feverish.
i knew staying there made me worse.
but of course i didn't want to leave.




he said: hey!
she said: heyy....i-
he said: i gotta go. tty some other time ok?
she said: uh..yeah...ok...
she thinks: guess im on my own now...well, at least you got yourself. and you know you won't hurt yourself...
*starts talking to herself like a mad person*

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