and its beautiful.

im sick and tired of being sick already.
i feel like taking some permanent medicine.
one where i don't fall sick again within the week.

so far i've failed 2 subjects.
wondering if i failed combined humans too...
i hope not.
this year it just seriously screws.
i study like shit.
but i get shittier results.
irony.
and its even more shit when people around you do better than you do.
and they go "i did so terribly!"
and then i'll be thinking what about me?
shit.

i still havent decided my travel plans.
stuck between options.
it sucks.





sometimes when we get so caught up in trying to make others happy...
...we tend to forget about ourselves.

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