stop making me.


stupid pangs.
i don't want them.
i don't need any of it.
but they still do come.
i can't stop them can i?
it just feels like shit.
yeah, so i say i don't.
but come on, it's human nature.
everyone does.
i'm human too.
i can hear it sometimes.
the clatter and the whole ruckus it creates.
i was waiting.
just waiting.
i should stop doing that.
it takes that much to shut everything out.
just screw it.

there's nowhere.
no one.
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go figure.

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