my time is just keeps ticking away,
that i don't realise how long its been.



i still haven't finished homework.
and i haven't even started revision.

i'm so dead for SA1.






she said: how's it like to be in love for you?
he said: oh, its wonderful. every moment is filled with pleaure. how about you?
she said: well, its filled with pain.
he said: why?
she said: cos my heart keeps breaking to see him so happy...
he said: huh? (leaves)
she said: ...with someone else.

Labels: it just keeps falling apart

for the first time in my life
i cried my way back.


im depressed.
tat just sums up everything.

i feel like screaming, shouting,

wanting to be heard.

but im afraid it gets too loud,

tat he finally notices me.

life screws.
wiitttwyrlagtgwnihhtbwse
go figure.




she said: is there someone in your heart right now?
he said: yeah (smiles to himself). juliet is the best. how about you?
she said: there used to be. but not anymore, i guess.
he said: oh, what do you mean?
she said: it means that i've just decided i don't have him in my heart anymore...
(guy leaves)
she said:...because he has someone else in his heart.

Labels: it was the last walk for me

i've got to learn
how to stop turning back.



i seriously suck at a maths.
i look at the freaking questions and i don't even know what's the first step.
fjkdlsafal;
screw.


went amk hub today.
had to do my stupid dumb card thing.
isn't it stupid that you have to suffer so much just cause someone ELSE was stupid?
argh.
waited in the queue like for half an hour.
while i was starving like shit.
damn her.

bought wanqi's prezzie.
hehes, gonna give it to her tmr.
i hope she likes it(:







she said: do you know how much i love the rain?
he said: why do you love the rain?
she said: cause that's when i can cry and nobody knows.

Labels: i was such a dumb fool

sec 3 camp was the BEST EVER!
i never knew a camp could be so fun!

n 3/2 ROCKS YOUR SOCKS OFF BABY!

3/2 [L][L][L]!!!
hehes (:

seriously, thru this camp i love 3/2 more than ever!

n i found out tat 3/2 guys ROCK!
hahas, tats cos they washed the girls toilet for us!
tat was super sweet!!!

now for the camp...
first i went to school carrying 3 bags with me and ppl were giving me the weird stares.
then once we reached school they shifted us from the hall to the ish.
then wait n wait n wait.
then we had ice-breaker games.
learnt some cheers.
innaniput!!!
hahahas
then cheer cheer cheer then board our bus.
then in the bus mr chye punched jessie's bunny into hady's face!
he was trying to find out where was hafiz...
then when we reached the camp site it was still raining.
brought us to the mph n we sat there for ages listening to stuff.
then we went to EAT!
then went to dorms.
n yes, the dorms were CLEAN.
i was super shocked.
we had beds and pillows and they even gave us bed sheets.
the best dorm ever!
then we went for high elements...
i did absailing!
hahaha, i was super scared but then it was still fun!
then the day went on with high elements...
we had abit of campfire prep somewhere...
then shower, eat, then go mph.
played some game there.
then sleep!
the next day we did alot of stuff...
included rock climbing, low elements, trekking, n campfire prep.
trekking was FUN but SUPER TIRING!
hahahahs, i still enjoyed singing the campfire song around a bunch of twigs!
n performing innaniput for ______ friends! XD
then campfire!
our performance seriously was INCREDIBLE!
hehes (:
last day we did washing of toilets and then left the campsite.
after tat a bunch of us went to kfc n crapped there.

so here are the photos and videos everybody has been waiting for!:
(sorry for the bad quality! i used my phone camera ><) ( n its in random order ><) the SEXY yoram!