Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 5:08:00 PM
ffffffff
if you can't understand what's going on, then why try?
you are only going to come up with something which is
outrageously different from what is really happening.
and then you think all i've ever done is a mistake,
that whatever good stuff is happening to me
is just because i'm lucky but actually i shouldn't be getting it.
just fuck off bitch.
cos you will never understand.
even if i try to explain to you,
you just won't listen.
you won't even try to listen.
or maybe you might listen,
but in your heart you will be saying to yourself
what a motherfuckingbitch i am.
so just forget it.
i won't even want to try.
you can do whatever you want.
cos i know it's not true and i don't have guilty feelings.
i don't care about what people think of me right now.
its been long that i've realised if you care,
you can't succeed in life.
cos you'll be so worried about your image being presented,
you won't give a damn about who you really are.
and then you get betrayed and you'll be feeling like shit.
i've gone through that shit and i don't want
to go through it again.
so just forget whatever you are trying to do.
it isn't going to work.










fuck you bitch.

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2:47:00 PM
sugar rush
it has been one crazy rollercoaster ride.
finally able to post properly after all that.
so firstly grad ball.
it was AWESOME.
yeah, i felt really good especially during
the ppt slides.
it was made for them to cry but in the end i was the one about to cry.
cause i was freaking happy.
it jus feel so damn good.
and i seriously couldn't recognise almost all of them.
so that's what teachers mean.
so firstly me, kelly and abdu followed ms sim and we reached the hotel about 11.
the ballroom left me speechless.
i really do love the garden.
then we left our stuff at the kingfisher room.
i loved the view there too.
did editing.
cut the papers.
grabbed some food.
then shifted our stuff to the hotel room.
slacked there for about half an hour.
then tim, hidhir,big and small fadz, praveena, kuan ting and zhe shuo came.
slacked some more.
then showered and started getting dressed.
then it was show time.
event ended about 10.30.
ate, packed and changed.
by the time we left the hotel was about 12 i think.
then me, ms sim, hidhir, tim, and both fadz went to lau pasar.
had supper.
reached home about 2.30.
officially slept at 3.
loved that day.

cohesion chalet was filled with AWESOME-ness too.
what was really funny was the part when someone said
"there is 20 plus people watching a scary movie on a really small screen. wow. scary."
i think it was poh seng.
and then once again there was card-playing in the wee hours of the morning.
i think it's a tradition in every chalet.
was able to get half an hour sleep.
if that's even counted as sleep.
so basically the chalet was the amazing race, movies and card games.
and of course the bbq which i only ate one satay and half an otah on the first night.
then i ate chicken wings on the second day.
hee hee.
after that me, kelly, dhurrgah, sandra, glenice and wyatt went e hub.
played the simulator ride thing which was super fun.
made me feel like a kid again *smiles*
then ate at macs (yup, its been fast food all the way)
then headed home.
and for the first time in my life, i slept on the train.
i just couldn't control anymore.
photos coming up.









in the cab to chalet.acting retarded.acting retarded again.lol.with juniors. blurred.me and iffah.hehes. acting emo.*smiles*hearts.=)mixed shot.sylvia with barney.meimei and jiejie.me and sandra.=Dglenice, dhurrgah and sandra.oops. tilted.oops again. but i like this shot =)dhurrgah and sandra.glenice and sandra.kelly, dhurrgah and sandra. i dunno wad sandra is doing.hehes xDsandra and dhurrgah.
sandra and me.my fav! <333me and dhurrgah.group shot but not everyone is here.ms sim. my mama.
xiu hui with barney.at our last station of amazing race.failed jumpshot.love.
dhurrgah and me.dhurrgah and me 2.jiejie and meimei.me, kelly, dhurrgah, glenice and wyatt in bed.jiejie and meimei
i tink tis was when we woke up. surprisingly, i dun look sleepy.in this shot: glenice, ming en, haziq, dhurrgah, yoram and kelly.playing taitee at 4.30am.random shot.somewhere around 8.30am.

3 of us again.now we look tired.the two chalets we had.looks like a house from here.
poh seng, vanessa, surekha and hidhir bbq-ing in the morning.

me and jasmine.havin headache after the simulator ride.

going to catch a movie later.

tomorrow is going to be a busy day.

9-12pm - chingay prac

1-6pm - dance prac

7.30 - dinner celebration

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Mindless dreaming.


Demoiselle
She's quiet. But in her mind she is as expressive as she wishes to be.

It took time to see.
Moments.

For you.
credits.
Designer: audieee-kewgirl♥
Basecodes&Inspirations:Eclair-x
Pictures : maesstria.