Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 8:09:00 PM
its always me
gna make this a quick post.tmr have to do the presentation slides.am so not looking forward to it.i hate presentations.monday getting results.dunno if i'm supposed to look forward to it, or not.but i sure am looking forward to monday :)arts fest coming, but i don't think im participating in anything.i wan go movie marathon!!!pray my mom let me.got alot of things coming up.feeling overwhelmed.but somehow, it jus feels empty.Labels: and tried. but i'm just going in circles., i tried
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 3:19:00 PM
bliss
she said : i love you baby.
he said : haha.that was a good joke.all this time i was wasting,
hoping you would come around.
i've been giving out chances everytime
and all you do is let me down.
and its taking me this long
baby but i figured you out.
and you're thinking we'll be fine again
but not this time around.
you don't have to call,
anymore.
i won't pick up the phone.
this is the last,
straw.
don't want to hurt anymore.
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did before.
you're not sorry,
no,no,no,no.
looking so innocent
i might believe you
if i didn't know.
could've loved you all my life
if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold.
and you got your share of secrets
and i'm tired of being last to know.
and now you're asking me to listen
cause its worked each time before.
but you don't have to call,
anymore.
i won't pick up the phone.
this is the last,
straw.
don't want to hurt anymore.
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did before.
you're not sorry.
no,no,no,no.
you're not sorry.
no,no,no,no.
you had me falling for your honey
and it never would have gone away.
no.
you used to shine so bright
but i watched all of it fade.
so you don't have to call,
anymore.
i won't pick up the phone.
this is the last,
straw.
there's nothing left to beg for.
and you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did before.
you're not sorry.
no,no,no,no.
you're not sorry.
no,no,no,no.
no.Labels: i'm such a fool
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Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 2:54:00 PM
boom
falling back into reality.
aaahhh...i cant wait for school to start again.
i rly do.
its freaking boring at home, and all i do is think.
bleh.
i din do much over the weekend, shall still update.
Friday----------cleaned the house.
was super tiring.
helped mum in alot of stuff.
then watched tv all the way, until the countdown show.
somehow, i jus din feel it.
----------Saturday----------went temple in the morning.
then ppl came over.
i just sat there, staring into space.
----------Sunday----------brought sumi to the vet in the morning, to take out her stitches.ate dim sum for breakfast. (yep, i finally took breakfast.)
once reached home, quickly showered and changed.
went visiting at abt 1.
came back home arnd 8.30.
then father's colleagues came over.
stayed until abt 11.
had a night snack before going to sleep.
----------Rot.
Labels: i miss you.
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 2:49:00 PM
think
today was last paper. it was quite ok.
after sch went amk hub wid kaien!
ate at subway. secretly took photo. hahahas.
but anyway she also took photo of me. shall upload both.
she gave me her cookies!
bought sindhu's present and and and
me and kaien bought PHONE STRAP! hahahahas, i rly rly like it.
then train-d home alone.
weird stuff happened, dun wanna talk abt tat.
and now im tinking. alot.
Labels: cant stop tinking of you
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Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 2:41:00 PM
woosh
this song has been running thru my head the whole day.
Drew looks,
at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see.
That i want,
and i'm needing,
everything that we should be.
I'll bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about.
And she's got everything that i have to live without.
Drew talks,
to me.
i laugh cos its jus so funny.
that i cant, even see
anyone when he's with me.
he says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right.
i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night.
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
he's the song, in the car
i keep singing don't know why i do.
drew walks,
by me.
can't he tell that i can't breathe.
and there he goes,
so perfectly.
the kind of flawless i wish i could be.
she'd better hold him tight.
give him all her love.
look in those beautiful eyes,
and know she's lucky cos,
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
he's the song, in the car.
i keep singing don't know why i do.
so i drive home alone.
as i turn out the lights,
i'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight.
cos he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.
he's the song, in the car
i keep singing don't know why i do.
he's the time taken up,
but there's never enough.
and he's all that i need to fall into.
drew looks,
at me.
i fake a smile so he wont,
see.
Labels: the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.
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Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 7:57:00 PM
fade
i just don't feel it anymore. the excitement which used to be in me is gone.
now i only feel a forced smile.
i don't know if i should be happy or sad. it's just so confusing.
i feel like breaking.
Labels: everything is fading, one by one
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she said : i love you baby.
